booie.

todae got wiseteen and shine workshop. kinda gay la in the morning. tat mr singapore 1999. lolx. wateva. overall it's okiee la. at least no lessons. went to play football during break. ouch. my toes hurt. :( realli veri pain. sad. i still sux at football la. but tink being the goalkeeper veri fun. wahahax. at least dun nid to run wat. hahax. but one VERY BAD thing is mai shoes r soooo dirty after tat. argh.

reach hum at 5 plus. juz ate dinner. here i m blogging. weird. coz i'm attracted to blogging. OOPS. i'm ADDICTED. like wat mr sng sae! ahyayayay. tis's bad. wahax. jkjk. duno y keep laughin todae though nth realli tat worth laffin bt. muz be mad liao. oh! muz be my stress level too high la. In tat stress evalation, i got 8 categories in high level n 1 in moderate la. BAD. lolx. sobx.

blahx blahx. after everything is over i n pau went to bugis to buy prezzie for mother's dae. haven't buy for my REAL mama yet coz tink sharing with my sis. probably some very practical stuff like FOOD. wahahax. budden i spent like a fortune on the prezzies for my SCH mamas. lolx. my pocket has a hole :( tat's the only bad thing for having acknowledging so many mummiex. LOL. hahax. budden it's worth it la. they r veri good ppl n deserves good treatment from the next generation. LOL.

OH. n at bugis pau recommended mi eat some chicken (oops..i forgot name again) n potato 'biscuits'...so nice!!! hahax, budden the old chang kee not tat nice lehx. duno y the fishballs taste weird. anywaex ate a lot. WAHAHAX. -evil grins-

later gotta go write postcardsto go with the prezzies for the mummiex...love all mai mummiex!!! LOL... tml got some ceremony the WHOLE DAE at some kim yam road or something. aiyayay. kinda lazy to go but haf to go. muz show appreciation for the help they gif. :) think sundae going out to eat. mother's dae rite. LOL. YUMMY~

so eeky la. i put the 6 composition questions in sch. n now i can't do! still got that chij paper 2, maths assignments, blahx blahx. still got tat eeky maths test next week which i haf no time to study 4 and tat eeky chem test which is even more eeky coz i didn't listen to ms goh in class for tat few chapters. die. alreadi flung mai physics and bio test liao la. almost every1 sae they r ok onli mi like dying. bahx.

aiyax. next mon n thurs got eds nite full dress rehearsals. hope it's okayy. ppl muz go eds nitex!!! we put in a lot of effort ah! :)

feelin rather sick todae. rather gay too. rather slpy too. rather wood-stuck-in-head too. haiX.

actually todae the wise teen thingy got that stress questionairee...den my highest was the one on self esteem i tink..17 over 20. very high. quite true actually. rather stressed n troubled over how ppl see mi. i always have the idea tat ppl dun like mi or find mi irritating... perhaps it's true la. i realli duno. haiX. wen some1 treats mi beta a bit i'll get very happy. but wen no 1 toks to mi i feel like super sad n lonely. i'm weird. like i'm always out of the grp. haiX. i'm not good at communicating. n i'm a bore. if ppl can choose they won't wan 2 haf mi as a fren. other ppl are so fun to be with so cheery so active so nice.

sometimes i duno y i feel i'm out of the grp. i duno all the fancy stuff. i duno all the cute stuff. i duno all the latest stuff. i'm juz standing there waiting to give some lame n senseless comments, hoping to 'cold' ppl. so redundant la. it's no wonder i'm so out. i'm so boring. i can't even take maiself. no wonder ppl always sae i everidae cold them onli.

sometimes i wonder y i 'avoid' u. actually nt exactly avoid. but since whenever it started everything juz feel weird. as time passes guess get used to the remoteness le. suddenly quite hard to change back. hope situation will improve bahx. still love doggiez. :)

sometimes i dun even noe maiself. wat i tink. wat i do. wat i wan to achieve. wat i hope. wat i desire. dun even noe hu i m. last time wen i'm in lower sec i'm kinda a nerd. everidae study study. studies still nt tat bad. not much frens. but life is still ok. not much mood swings. now. i open up a bit le. learn to play to go out blah blah. lose my concentration in studies. grades dropping. n i feel so vulnerable to emotions. to mood swings. i've grown weaker. i dun regret openng up. noeing all the wonderful ppl. but i regret not strengthening my faith.

aiyayya. took so long to blog one post. was watching ah-wang... cutes. i luv mai frens. luv all mummiex. luv all doggies. luv all bananas. blahx blahx. HaPpY cOmINg MoThEr'S dAe!

~am i happy or am i not. tat's the question.~