[a].L.[o].N.[e]
Living in this busy world
colorful and dazzling
yet my life is so empty
so dull and black
Waiting for a fairytale
where loneliness cease to exist
yet endless of pinning and waiting
never was my soul ever alive
My stone of self-deception
is just as feeble along a line of weakness
My strength to hang on
is disintegrating into air
Alone i stand in the rain
to the emptiness and loneliness
i am afraid yet numb
no longer know if it's rain or tears.
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booie.
another week has flown past. it's finally the weekends. =)
hmm. tis week is relaxing yet pressurizing. >.<>
hmm. happy happy kelly got in for jue dui superstar! hahax. if she's out den i dun wan to watch liao lo. Jia yoU!
lolx. in the past i tot reading harry potter very ma fan. y dun juz watch the movie lo. but now i'm hooked onto the book! hahax. finished the first 2 books le. the philosopher's stone and chamber of secrets. spent the whole dae trying to read finish the 2nd book in a dae lo. hahax. looking forward to the third one. gotta read faster till the sixth one!!! harry potter rox!
yesterdae went to tm. wahahahx. got pasar malam there. should have seen my xing fu de expression lo. hahax. spent six bucks solely on food. wahahax. i'm a big glutton. ohx den there's oso a choc fountain. hahax. so cool. and delicious. -drools-
feelin slack todae. hahax. maybe coz i've resting and relaxing for the whole week. woke up at 1 todae. went to download the dance video and mtv for 'reach out for the skies'. the national theme song this year by rui en and taufik. they sing nice! hahax. the video onli teach the chorus part onli. most likely the sch will show us next mth. lolx. spent my dae learning that few moves. 4 sets of 8 counts. fine. i'm slow. >.<
looking forward to tian long ba bu todae!!!!!!! qiao feng (xiao feng) ! ahhhh! so shuai. got small eyes!!! =) ppl with small eyes are cutes. but so sad. one week onli can see once.
haiX. trying to pester my mum to go tm. all right not only becoz of the delicious yummy food there now. wanna her to go c handphone with mi. den maybe maybe lucky lucky she will buy one for mi! hahax. hope tml she'll go with mi. it's either tm or she will pull mi to kembangan to go see a new building apartment openhouse. coz my mum last time lived tat area. but of coz no money buy la. she's juz KAY POH. lolx.
feels so lonely. even tho my class and surroundings always like so lively and noisy it's like i dun belong there. feel so out and awkward. especially in a group. feel like i got nothing to sae. m i destined to be alone foreva? hate to be alone n my thoughts running wild. but sometimes i tink tat's wat destiny have in store for mi. a life of loneliness. everyone has someone. i'm juz so xtra and irritating. tink even my family oso think so. everidae face my mama n 4 walls at home. sis went to bf house. bro went to work and went out with frens. mi n mai mum most likely 90 percent of the time will spark off a quarrel. no one wan to tok mi. bahx.
go aniticipate my tian long ba bu lo and eat my peanuts~
shall start on reading the harry potter fanfiction!
byeee.
shall slowly add as the rain falls...
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