booie.
long time neva blogg le.
tho i have tons of homewk to do(coz i totally stoned n slack my week off), i shall blog todae.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VONNIE!!!
(please use imagination)
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you.
happy birthday!~~~! to you..~~
happy birthday~~ to you~
hmm. for jae i chose vjc.
was hesitating between vjc and tjc.
tho i tink i suit beta in tjc and PROB MAYBE can haf a bit more xi wang dere
but i'm scared la.
wat if i face the same prob there?
at least here i have my dhs frens. namely denise-si and felicia-puff.
veri grateful to both of them.
without them i will prob rot to death in sch le.
took up so much of ur time. so sorry!
anyways. ya lo. dun dare to change environment.
prob i will regret in future but dunno la.
maybe i'll transfer sch after 1st 3 mths?!
lol. *headache*
wanna thx vampire angelx too.
duno if u'll see this
wahah. mUacKx!
rmb to help mi book eds tix hor. =))
hmm. my situation now not veri improving.
while others like so so so so so so happy.
juz wish i can be happy one day too.
*cross fingers* (tho possiblilty is like 10 X 10^-999999999)
anyways. life is hard la.
no one trusts mi.
similarly there's so few ppl i can trust too.
can't sae i'm a good person or i dun deserve such treatment.
but juz feel so sick y i have to haf so much experience where i trust someone and in the end the ending is always bad.
so many times leave mi so damn sick.
trust is such a common yet scarce thing.
can i ever trust again? can i be trusted again?
tat r the questions.
anyway i promised a not sadistic post a long time ago.
hmm. let mi start.
wat happy things.
number one --- learning how to cycling. it's like a month plus ago liao.
lol. but veri happy. it's a great experience. so anyone wan to go cycling cum find mi. a big big thank you to the two greatest teachers in the galaxy, namely ms denise teooooo and mr jermeeeeeeeee. hhahax. thankx!
number two --- ...
die la... i forgot le.
ahaha.
wateva.
anyway. haha. i'm broke le la.
spent like 40 plus on vdae.
coz i tot will be like everydae like tat exchange gifts mahx.
but lol. nobody realli bothered.
it's like vdae now more of couple day than friendship day le.
so aiya...zao chi dao jiu can save some money.
but i dun regret la.
lols. duno y now i luv making cards.
tho it's like my art is SUPER DUPER BAD and UGLY
but i like doing lehx whahax.
anyways. juz tat now veri restricted =((
coz jts alone oso spent bout 40 plus on prezzie n the dinner.
so all my dear savings are officially gone.
whahaax.
so now must be more economical when going out. =))
hmm. i'm getting lazy.
vjx juz dun give mi the feeling to study.
i'm been ponning, daydreaming, slacking at home.
wahhaax. the worst thing i dun feel guilty.
it's like i wan to waste my life off coz of the prob.
so..aiya...dunno la...
rar.
gotta go le.
american idol starting le.
byebye.
i dun wan to be alone.