booie.
yesterdae cs concert was nice!!! like the dances and xiang sheng a lot... the dramas also quite gd..but i tink the endings quite abrupt... hahax. continue with the great work!!!
this afternn quarrelled with my mama. for like one two hours. haha. throat went hoarse. so to make up to her. mi suggest going out for dinner lo. surprisingly my brother oso wan to go. hahax. has been soo long since my bro eat with us outside le. too bad my sis working at tony roma todae. wahahax. ate porridge, wu xiang, satay blahx blahx. FULL. tat hawker centre i few yrs neva go le change a lot. a lot of yummy things.
after tat went to mcp supermarket. as usual. i bought a lot of junk food. wahahax. but maybe my fav spot these daes not supermarket le. is HAWKER CENTRE. hahax. i've changed ne. not much of fastfood lo. (though KFC still quite frequent) hahax. dun like supermarket. saw the m&ms feel sad. saw the milo feel sad. everything there seems to be able to evoke a lot of memo. hahax. so supermarket is a BAD place wor. hahax.
looking forward to tuesdae. interclass! hahax. exciting.
fanfictions is nice nice nice. saw another story on buffy n spike. whoosh. cool n SWEET. hahahx.
suddeny feel tat Angel is like mi. a vampire with a soul. feel so much... ... wateva.
hate being alone. dun like the silence. dun like the scenes creeping into my mind.
missed the warmth. really do.
doubt i can ever feel the same again.
there's so many things getting on my nerves. feel so grumpy.
waiting for ru hua to start. maybe it will make mi laugh.
feel horrible. ahhhhhh.
how cum same name can differ so much.
haix.
wateva.
u n ur big mouth.
argh.
damn. haven't do homewk.
tml going out. (yay! grandma's hse)
i wan to go to the beach.
feel like leaving.
pissed.
y u r sooo... ...
felt betrayed again.
ok. i'm feelin sianx.
it feels so helpless n frustrated. to know tat this year is an improtant year. i should be studying hard like i used to. but the problem is i'm NOT. my mind my logic my senses tell mi to studddyyy. but i juz can't. i can't. i can't even finish mai homework. tis afternn i told myself todae muz finish all homework. but i haven't done any yet. my grades r dropping. dreads. my mum is scolding mi like everidae. but here i am locking maiself in room listen music stare at softtoys watch tv read fanfictions blog. hellppppp. the feelin is like dropping into the pit n there's nth to hold on to. like u noe u r turning bad but u can do nothing to stop it. like someoneelse is taking control of my bodyn mind and the only thing i can do is to watch how i waste my life off. wat crap of having dreams. to do well. to reach my parents' standard. oh man i sux.
oh. now no ru hua. is hua zi. hahax.
cya.
