booie.
yesterdae aunt came muai house. till bout 1plus in the morning. dead tired. coz i was the baby sitter of the dae. my dear cousin is sure super duper active and energetic. lolx. n she's violent. gave her snowman to play. supposed to hug rite?! neh..she prefered stomping on it. lolx. n she's onli 8 yea old. but she can wear my shirts tat i wore in sec1. lolx. hahax. but she's cute la. grow up surely da mei nu de. hahax.
din't know just merely reading a book can make one feel so happy or sad. borrowed a buffy novel which is super thick (shuang!). read till the middle part. i cried. it's veri touching..but nearing the ending i was so pissed off. hahax. coz the characters are getting ap. lolx. but the story still ended well with a tear. tink it's the onli novel i'll read and can affect mi so much.
stressed...........................................
tomorroew is monday!! ONE WEEK IS GONE! n the onli thing i have done is 2 maths assignemnt and 1 emaths paper. others haven't do!!!! getting damned stressed. n my mum everi dae is fussing about dsa thing..photocopy this...fill in that...go here go there. in fact tommorrow tink going down to vjc to send the form coz my mum is scared tat it will get lost in mail!!! she's getting on mai nerves!!!!! *breathe in breathe* okk..back to topic. yeah. tink the 1 month is barely sufficient to finish mai homework. can't even study. and dunno y suddenly my family-n-relatives so active. every few daes got some outing. n i gotta go. bahx. n i got other appointments preset liao like movie, band concert blahx blahx. is bad to cancel it.n there's projects, meeting with teachers for tat sci thingy, cca blahx blahx. oh shucks. i gonna die. die. die. so much homework. ahh. ahh. n the biggest prob is i KNOW i got a lot of things to do n TIME IS RUNNING OUT but my mind juz can't react accordingly. n pressru is cuming from all directions. esp my damn mum. hu keep harping on my dropping grades. even wen i cry in front her. she still continue insulting mi. had enough.
wat will you feel wen someone ask you to go six feet under the ground. under the soil. and never return? and tat person happens to be your mother?
i'll pray tat i've neva been born. coz i dun wan have a sucky person to deliver mi to earth.
LIFE IS HORRIBLE!!!! I CAN"T TAKE IT!!!! but i won't cry. not in front of her. of u. never.
God take me away.
please.
