booie.

relatives juz left. haix. tis probably gonna be a loonngg post i guess. my heartx feel so heavy.

todae is eds farewell dae.

assembled in sch early in the morning. was hafing amazing race as first part of farewell. mi, denise and yee tien group 1 --- WinKy!!! places mainly in parkway. lucky we have DENISE!!! hahax the parkway pro!
first stop was the playground at parkway. took TAXI dere. the dumb driver duno how to go n delayed the time la! hahax aniwae the challenge is to get 5 handshakes. got one causuasian little boy so cute. hahax keep smiling and running away. lolx.
second stop was parkway giant. took us a long long time to figure tat out. hahax. had to get a pix of the grape-flavoured mentos.
third stop was the pet shop opp. parkway. lolx. gotta run so far la. hahax. had to act out an animal and find 3 ppl from public to guess. our animal is FLAMINGO. hahax.
fourth stop was at parkway foodcourt. so we gotta run all the way baf. -.- is the eating part. we got the HUGE bowl of meesiam with LOTs n LOTS of chilli! lolx. den denise n tien dun realli eat spicy. so i ate the whole pile of CHILLI. ahhh. hahax. luckily no nid finish the whole bowl. by den lips all swollen liao la. n the chilli is like burning muai stomach. uncomfortable~
fifth stop was the water fountain. lolx. we last grp to finish tat station la. went into the fountain. gotta dance in public for 5 minutes. n get drenched! hahax. fun la.
last stop is audrey's hse. we tot we last liao so slowly slowly lo. decided to take taxi there. coz was veri tired den. hahax. den lucky lucky the driver tis time is CLEVER n FAST! we got there in time. was the second last grp. hahax.
reached audrey's hse. mi, crystal, heex, zf, denise, yee tien and von went to the baby pool. hahax. played with the waters. got ourselves all wet. in the end dun care liao we juz soak ourselves in the pool. wet inside-out. hahax. nice place to meditate actually. lolx. after tat the other ppl also got attracted to the pool and began to play the 'throw-each-other-into-the-pool' game. lolx. poor wq especially. lucky by den i alreadi squeezed-dry liao and enjoy the air-con in the function room.
blahx. blahx. played games. watched the skit by sec1s! sooooo cute! hahax. i'm chew chew train. lolx. esp san peng. so comical. he'll make a good actor next time. after tat was sec2s. hahax got a bursting balloon session and jigsaw making. n the sec3s make us play musical chair. lolx. fun.
den the sec 3s held a pagaent. hahax. results below:
eDs chio-bu: li qiN!!
eDs shuAi gE: elbert
mr cuckoo-sumthing sumthing (forgot liao -.-): muthu
miss bird brain: claire~
mr true-blue (i tink): matthew!!! (our eds role model)
miss true-blue: wai lumn!!!
the unsung hero: von
den the juniors gave us our souvenirs: cup filled with canadies and one FISH (not in e cup la)! thx a lot!
after tat was comm. handover le. matt made his speech. blahx blahx. den every1 cheered for matt. was kinda touched though it wasn't for mi. dropped a few tears. coz realli saw the great efforts tat matt put in for eds. realli wan to thx him here for making my memories in eds so wonderful and nice by making eds'05 such a success. THX!

end of report on eds farewell party. hmmx. duno y kinda sad n heavy at the end of the whole thing. yeah mostly sad bcoz eds life for us gonna end le. so much memories. but was partially sad bcoz the atmosphere wasn't 'sad'. penGx. wat m i toking? the party was nice. activities was fun. the whole thing is great. but it felt more like a eds gathering den a farewell party to mi bahx. or put it in another way it's kinda different from wat i imagined. actually got a lot of things to sae to them before we leave eds. like recap the past or sumthing i duno. but in the end din realli get to do so. but maybee i shouldn't blame it on the atmosphere bahx. should sae it's ME. dun realli haf a lot of frens. dun realli mix with the juniors usually. so i dun tink they will miss or even rmb mi bahx. as for our level, yeah we know each other. but dun tink i make ani impact in anione's life. i'm perhaps juz a hi-and-bye person to them n perhaps occasionally tok to mi for the sake of courtesy. yeah. but gotta thx them for letting mi tagg along usually so tat i'm not tat left out.
it's juz tat wen the whole party end. gotta rush home coz got relatives coming. felt tat i dun realli haf ani1 to bade goodbye to. not the juniors. they probably dun wanna come close mi. coz i seldom tok to them. our level oso. i c every1 toking to one another. some hug. some cry. den i'm juz alone standing there. staring at the carpark. kinda sense of loneliness grew in me bahx. hate this kind of feeling. ppl probably won't miss mi or rmb mi. yeah. but i noe maiself la. a boring n irritating. not much to entertain ppl. it's no surprise no 1 like to be close to me.

anywaex the thought of leaving eds is kinda saddening. eds is one of main things tat make my sch life not dreadful. there's so much things i have to thx eds for. rmb wen i was still in lower sec i was kinda xtremely nerdy quiet idiot. with dull boring life. it was eds tat brought some colours into mai life. n of coz i gotta thx eds for letting mi know so many wonderful people and bond us together. like denise, crystal, yvonne, zf, heex, wq, yeetien, matt, claire, wailumn blahx blahx. though i juz a small insignificant figure in their life, but to me, they r all veri important. will rmb them 4eva! n muz thx eds for the memories it gave mi. the dance practices. the SYF competition. eds nite. eds camp. blahx blahx. list goes on n on. realli dun wan to leave. i will miss eds a lot. A LOT.

eDs rawKs foRevA! i luv edS!

as for another matter. after much thinking. think i'm too stupid n dumb la. was tinking too much yeterdae. hu will actually care about mi. i noe myself. i'm juz a insignificant cheapo dumbo. u probably won't get the wrong idea coz i dun even deserved to be noticed. n u probably won't c this post coz my blogg doesn't worth the effort to read. i duno wat i toking la. headache. sighx.

i'll juz go on eating spree with my potato chips n biscuits.

so slpy. last nite onli 2 hrs slp. early in the morning raining. den 6 plus got wedding den downstairs so noisy. the bridal cars keeping honking.

ZzZ.