booie.
new blogskin.
took mi bout 4 hours to find one tat i like.
spent like the whole night on it.
finally it's out.
tho it's kinda weird still.
yeah. so much to blog.
first thing..? oh. prelims's over.
during prelims felt so stressed and busy.
felt like after prelims got a lot of things to do like tat.
weird thing a sense of emptiness kinda overcome mi.
not much places tat i wan to go actually.
not much things i wan to do tho.
maybe juz the movies, music, tv, sp and neopets.
and i am not going to touch the books so fast.
juz weird. weird. weird.
now instead feelin so uneasy.
coz i noe my prelims results is going to be a lot worse than usual.
kinda flopped under stress.
i'm scared.
bsides emaths really no other subj i confident le.
i'm gonna be so dead.
the msn 7.5 is cool.
got the voice clips.
kinda ke xi no one got dl and haf microphone.
cannot try with mi.
actually wanted to blog bout the past few daes.
but i kinda forgot most of the things i wan to blog.
so suan le bahx.
maybe the onli thing is the dream i had last nite.
can sae it's a nice nightmare.
it filled mi with bliss yet pain.
it's one fairytale tat will neva cum true.
hmm. todae went to tamp to watch 'The Cave' with von.
first to mention the popcorn is great.
i'm deprived of it too long.
anyway the movie was NICE!
not really veri horror or gruesome actually.
only one part where there's one guy who got pinned onto the ceiling by stalactites.
bahx. tat was gross and PAINFUL.
den went to play the 'not real' pool at the arcade.
found tat pool is a nice and fun thing.
shall play it more often.
tat if anyone ask mi coz i duno where to go to play.
after tat went bugis to see see shop shop.
day didn't end tat well.
on the way home got call from sis.
quarrel again. between mum and bro.
worried sick. rushed home.
so sick of them quarelling.
den i got pulled into the whole mess.
apparently someone peeped into my diary.
den comes the pep talk.
honestly wat they sae dun really work
they dun understand mi.
there's so many things they dun understand.
and they dun even let mi talk.
especially my mum.
going on and on.
threatened to shout if i shake my head.
and i dun think they really care bout mi.
true enuf. juz now i quarrelled with my mum.
she threw mi out of the room.
tat's y i still blogging at this hour.
which means i got to sleep in the hall again.
and she blurted out the real reason for tat pep talk.
coz she dun wan mi to blog all our family quarrels here.
HA! the more she dun wan the more i do.
not many ppl cum here anyway.
wat's so wrong with her.
keep shouting and shouting.
my sis is off to her bf hse.
my bro. dun talk. quarrel with him too.
they dun luv mi at all.
no one ever lend mi their ear to hear mi talk.
i'm trying to hard to fit in.
in this world. with friends. and even in the family.
but i failed. terribly.
wat family.
do i haf?
i'm sick of this le.
yeah holiday is good.
but if it means i haf to stay at hum and face them.
i rather go sch.
it's living hell.
juz no one understands... ...
i'm so tired...
