yay. o's is over.
and my com is finally ok.
wanted to bloggg a whole chunk on post-o's thoughts.
as well as the nice nice touching cute dhs graduation ceremony.
budden my mood is seriously dampened.
reason 1 --- a particular person whom i shall refer as 'IT' coz using 'he' or 'she' will seriously insult humans.
i seriously hate IT. IT sux. i dun tink i offend u in any way. UNREASONABLE POK. i'm sick of putting up with u anymore. RARRRRR. evil pok. i'm SICK SICK SICK. so wat u r bcuming popular. GET LOSTTTTTTT. u petty pig. do i need to oblige all ur whim and fancy?!! every ppl have their own difficulties and stuff. who is like u so lucky. idiot. hate u. u can go haf every other ppl's company. i can juz stay alone. beta without u idiot.GO DIEEEEE.
reason 2 --- todae's graduation. and i tink i'm destined to be alone. everyone is like so huggy and stuff. tho i keep pulling ppl to take pix budden the heart is wrenching in pain inside. i luv 4i and dhs. so she bu de to leave. will miss all my classmates and ppl there. budden no one will ever rmb mi. coz they all got other ppl. more impt ppl. i juz suxx like hell. now i'm scared of going vjc liao which is a 2nd dhs. or even class outings and proms. i'll probably get isolated there again.
i starting from beginning already got very little frens liao. now feel so far away from them. and they all have found other goody frens. i can go to hell then.
reason 3 --- i'm such a bore. keep boring ppl. and i keep offending other ppl. it feels so bad to keep pissing ppl off. sick of this life.
reason 4 --- some things r juz not worth being happy over. it makes u very extremly happy till u can't sleep at one moment and the next moment disappoint u till u drop to rock bottom. some things r juz impossible. no use. why juz on the deadline and then throw me into darkness? or did i juz imagine it? there's only coldness and hatred i see and feel in this world.
feelin damn anti-social now.
y shld i care bout the world wen the world dun wan mi.
can't imagine wat will i do if my com is still spoilt and i can't cum to blogger and lament.
avoid mi all u all wan.
i can't care anymore.
i haf no more strength.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!